Every day little things happen that make our hearts smile. Sometimes we ignore them, sometimes they make our days. Here, I write down about some of those moments from my day.
It's a small corner on the internet meant to shed light on the positive in this world. It might not make much of a difference, but it sure feels nice to have your heart smile once and a while. Feel free to reply with your own smiling heart stories.
Without looking at past posts, I'm pretty sure I've written about this many many times, but it always makes my heart smile anyway.
It's simple. Lying in bed, the sun shining in, having no where to rush to, cuddled up next to my cat with a great book. Seriously. How is that not the best way to start your day and how could that not make your heart smile?
And just to make this post even better, here's a picture of my two cats (not together because they don't really like each other so they're rarely close enough to each other to get a picture of them together).
Monday was a hectic day at my internship. There's been some behavioral problems that require a lot of attention, which has lots of people on edge. Plus, there's some really important meetings later this week, training on Tuesday, and just everyday craziness. It being a Monday doesn't help either. But, with that being said, there's always time for a smiling heart moment, and mine was working with a student on his English homework and helping him finish it, even though he continuously said he couldn't do it. There's just something awesome that happens when someone realizes that what they thought they couldn't do is something they can do.
Tuesday was a relaxing day. The staff at my internship were off for training in Toronto, so I got the day off. Of course, I spent it doing nothing, which in and of itself had my heart smiling (especially since I didn't know I'd have the day off until Monday afternoon). I really had two smiling heart moments on Tuesday. The first was when I finished reading Bluebeard by Kurt Vonnegut while sitting out on my back porch in the sun. The second was watching The Croods with my little sister. It was nice to spend some time with her while watching a really good movie about the importance of family.
Today my smiling heart moment happened during a meeting at my internship. Personally, I feel like I'm getting along well and adjusting to life there, but what I personally feel isn't necessarily what everyone else feels. So it was really nice when the staff members all commented on how quickly and easily I have connected with the students and the program, and even said that most people don't normally transition into it so well so soon. One of the Youth Workers commented that she could tell the students like me because they went from saying that they didn't need any help, to asking me for help. She said that when they actually want you to help them, that means that they like you. So yeah for me!
So what brought me to update today? The quote in the subject line. In his commencement speech to the 1999 graduates at Agnes Scott College, Kurt Vonnegut ends with the phrase, "If this isn't nice, I don't know what is," and that got me thinking. If this isn't nice, what is?
The weather is amazing. I spent some time prepping the garden to plant some vegetables, which I've been waiting to do since last year. I also found some granadilla fruits (haven't eaten them yet, but just that I found them is pretty awesome and smiling heart worthy). I ate a deep fried cannoli, and yes, it made my heart smile (I know what the health nuts are thinking, and yes, I see the irony). I played two rounds of mini putt (and lost both rounds). I got my eyes checked and the changes to my prescription is so mild that I don't even really need to buy new glasses, but (another smiling heart moment) because I have awesome coverage, I am getting new glasses (talk about privilege!). I even had time to watch this really inspiring TED Talk:
So, back to the original question, if this isn't nice, what is?
Edited after the fact: The quote is originally in A Man Without a Country (also by Kurt Vonnegut), but it was while watching the commencement speech today, where he repeats this quote at the end, that I decided to update.
I had a bit of a rough May. I was put in an awkward situation where my success at school was reliant on getting a pass from someone who could only be described as sexist, homophobic, Islamophobic, and just an all around not really great person. What made it even more awkward is the fact that she liked me, and was therefore nice to me. So I had to be around this person every day who would spew what I could only describe as disgusting things, and couldn't do anything about it or else I'd fail. Finally, on my last day, I was able to speak up a bit, which was a fantastic feeling.
Today, in one of my classes, a fellow classmate started saying very similar homophobic things. I could feel the tension, and I knew that what he was saying directly affected a fellow classmate. I couldn't hold in what I was thinking or feeling anymore, and very reasonably questioned this classmate. As soon as I started, other classmates started to object to what he was saying as well. Afterwards, several came up to me and thanked me for saying something, and said that it gave them courage to say what they wanted to say as well.
It made my heart smile to hear other people standing up for the rights of others and to know that sometimes all it takes is one voice to break the silence.
One of my teachers won an award for her amazingly contagious and inspirational work. It made my heart smile to see her being recognized for her work. I can't think of anyone more deserving.
The past month has been absolutely crazy. I'll just do a quick break down of the ups and downs of 2013 so far:
Got an internship that I'm feeling really good about.
Broke up with my boyfriend (a positive thing, though still a down).
Start applying for adult jobs.
And.... Wait for it...
Got a job as a Middle School Social Studies teacher in Kuwait!
So it's been crazy. I've been having a hard time trying to figure out where my head is at, but have still been enjoying those small little moments that make me smile every single day. Today it was seeing a friend that I haven't seen in over a year. It was great catching up with her over amazing Caribbean food! I hope to see her again sometime soon to hear about how her interview went.
I don't really like presentations. I always get super nervous, my hands shake, and I'm pretty sure that everyone is bored to death by what I'm saying.
Today I did a PowerPoint presentation on different cultures' weddings. I picked three, thought they were interesting, but the students looked board out of their minds. After the presentation, I had them read a newspaper article on one of the groups and how the elders in the community were concerned that their traditions were being tossed aside and that more Westernized ideas were taking their place. The students then did a think, pair, share about it. While they were pairing off, I walked around to see what people were saying. I got to one part of the class, and two of the students said that I should teach every day, and the classmates sitting around them all agreed. It made my heart smile to see that what I'm doing isn't for waste, and that the students do enjoy it (in hindsight, I should've realized the students were enjoying the presentation because they were all pretty silent during it, even though they didn't have to write any notes).
(Also, I did a 3-2-1 exit card, and for the 1 I asked for them to write one thing they enjoyed about the lesson. One of the students wrote, "Learning about different weddings, and your laugh." That also made me smile.)
